Goodbye 2014

I’ll be glad to see you go. I’ve had a hell of a lot happen in my life, but you will definitely go on record as the worst year yet. Losing my precious daughter and best friend Alysia so suddenly and tragically in the early morning hours after my 40th birthday has forever changed the person I was. The world has taken on a different colour to me now. Forever tinged with gray. Always ready to take. Less friendly and more cruel. I know there’s beauty still out there somewhere and I try my best to find it in each day that I wake up and go on without her. I will miss her every single moment of every single day that I remain here without her. But I will do my best to make her proud for however long that is.

2015 show me the good in the world, please?

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